Suicide & Redemption

Wake up. What time is it? God it’s late… quick coffee, grab the car key, jump into traffic, too many cars… no time for a ride, no time for a movie, no time for reading, no time for sex… same all shit every day. Reach the office. Boss looks at the clock. Computer opens the same bloody image with the corporate logo on screen. Hate them! Deadline missed again. Meeting ten minutes. Printing… damn printer is broken again! E-mail from the bank. Mortgage is pending… whatta fuck? Is the 15th of the month already? I am already on overdraft… Meeting begins. I am fucked up. Again. Go home. Girlfriend left already? No… there is a note on the refrigerator. She left for good. Has she got someone? I work for both of us… Dam’ it! Late night. No sleep… Alarm clock… razor… coffee… car key… traffic… curses…annoying bosses… broken printer… deadline missed… traffic back… miserable evening… nightmares again Alarm clock… razor… coffee… car key… traffic… curses…annoying bosses… broken printer… deadline missed… traffic back… teeth problems…miserable evening… nightmares again Alarm clock… razor… coffee… car key… traffic… curses…annoying bosses… broken printer… deadline missed… traffic back… teeth problems… nervous breakdown… miserable evening… nightmares again Cry… cry in night… nobody hear me, nobody see me, nobody care… I wish I were a tree… I wish I were a pigeon… I wish I were a dolphin… and swim free, and jump, or no! Better a shark, a big one! White big fangs… or a wolf maybe?! Yes… a wolf running downtown, bleeding everything on my way… and run! Run! Run! Bite everything! Bite the clock! Bite the razor! Bite the boss! Bite the printer… and run again, away from traffic, from bank, from shame… It’s time to get what’s mine! Now, for the sake of my sick soul! It’s time to kill frustrations! It’s time to destroy ill judgment. What am I, a dog? No I am a wolf! Shut off that noise!!! …what’s this buzz?! Alarm clock… razor… coffee… car key… traffic… curses…annoying bosses… broken printer… deadline missed… traffic back… teeth problems… nervous breakdown… miserable evening… nightmares again… Where am I? Alarm clock… razor… coffee… car key… traffic… curses…annoying bosses… broken printer… deadline missed… traffic back… teeth problems… nervous breakdown… miserable evening… nightmares again… What’s wrong? Alarm clock… razor… coffee… car key… traffic… curses…annoying bosses… broken printer… deadline missed… traffic back… teeth problems… nervous breakdown… miserable evening… nightmares again… prone to death GOD HELP ME!!! (by Takeda, in loc de vorbe pentru Suicide & Redemption, by Metallica)